平凡的我

平凡的我

Thursday, July 22, 2010

回來了。。。

很久沒來更新我的狀態了~~赫赫~~
感覺自己有點真不應該開這個blog...嘻嘻
該寫什麽好呢?嗯?就寫寫自己最近的心情吧

最近的我,變得好像不像我自己了呢。。。
怎麼說呢?
脾氣變得很火爆
老是發脾氣
不管對誰也一樣
赫赫
他們應該會很怕接近我吧
哇哈哈哈哈

真對不起呀
我再次嚴重的向你們道歉
最近的我
讓你們覺得困擾和厭煩了吧
真抱歉呀
赫赫

下次我會儘量控制我自己的脾氣的了
嘻嘻

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

End...

I am really feeling so suffer of that...
Is it you are lying on me?
Maybe...
I really dunno...

I dunno you treat me as what?
You just act like dun care me...
I'm not wanted that...you know...
I need you
I want you
I miss you

But

You just treat all of this thing like rubbish...

What can I do?

Its totally enough for me...
Im really feeling tired to love you...
All the thing will ended up at here now...
I dun wan cry for you anymore...
I dun wan to entanglement with you anymore...

Just let all the thing STOP at here...
And,
Let all the thing back to zero...
This is what i want now...

I will disappear in your life from now on...

-mandy-

一刀了断

嘴边的烟蒂苦中带酸
手腕竟可以忍心割损
人相恋人失恋
何以没法抛开持续恩怨

怎麽要心软花一分钟世界改变
愿望树也心酸哪里会有永远眷恋
人毕竟难规劝情绪被记忆扰乱
难受过跳火圈

一刀了断别要再见
别再记起最深刻画面弃掉照片
就算中箭亦要记得成熟地表演
一刀了断划上界线
甚至要把最窝心缠绵决断刺穿
别要再种下缺氧伏线
狠心删走这一些昨天


缺口看得透错爱也会化作乌有
静静地喝杯酒哪里会有爱到永久
来接受难拥有唯有败诉过之后
忘掉最痛伤口

一刀了断别要再见
别再记起最深刻画面弃掉照片
就算中箭亦要记得成熟地表演
一刀了断划上界线
甚至要把最窝心缠绵决断刺穿
别要再种下缺氧伏线
热情都走得很远
别再见若要撇脱
就要去把最深刻从前化造雨点
并说再见让那雨水溶掉旧片段
一刀了断划上界线
就似瓦解既不可还原邂逅那天
就要痛快地切断伏线要记得
闭起双眼把悲哀搁浅

Monday, April 19, 2010

礼物

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终于分别宿命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Tired of work Or You???

I am really feeling tired right now...

Is it tired of work?

OR

because of you?

I dunno...

My brain is keep running what you told me last time...

what you promise me at last time...

BUT

Is it you still remember NOW?

OR

you already forget it?

DEAR

I MISS YOU...

I miss you so much...

BUT

i just can hide it in my heart...


-mandy-

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Happy I.N.G

最近的我老是往外跑
除了有事情要做之外
还有的就是跟她出去clubbing...
hehex^^

她是谁呢?

她是我其中一位好朋友
以前
我们就读在同一间学校
如果没记错的话
而且还同班了两年呢
哈哈
虽然大家毕业后就少了联络拉
嘻嘻

每次跟她出去clubbing
我都喝的有点醉醺醺的
只是
我很开心
因为
我可以暂时把我的烦恼抛开
暂时不再想东想西的
可以尽情的享受
也可以尽情的跳舞
哈哈

真的很谢谢你

MACY LIANG

哈哈

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I MISS YOU

Suddenly feel so miss you today~
Is it long time din find you or?

I REALLY DON'T KNOW...

I am trying to give up you...
Trying to be tough...

BUT

I really cant do it...

I am officially missing you...

Do you got miss me also?

-mandy-

Sunday, April 11, 2010

NO MORE...

NO MORE expect...

NO MORE sad...

NO MORE disappointed...

NO MORE waiting...

NO MORE heartache...

NO MORE emo...

It is already enough for me...

Totally enough...

From now on

I just only left despair in my heart...




-mandy-

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Regret...

I'm feeling regret of something in my mind...

Its totally regret of it...

Im sorry...


-mandy-

Friendship Forever !!!

I had a super fun with my dearest frinds at last night !!!

Really thanks for them !!!

Friendship forever !!!

Muackxxx~~~

-mandy-

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Time...

Time can let all the thing going to be clear...

I believe it...

I will give you some time to settle all the things...

Maybe i'm really let you feeling too stress from what i did before...

SORRY...

Take care of yourself and don't get sick from this moment...

Gambateh on your exam,i will support you at here...

OTHERWISE,

Don't forget i will stay beside you always...

This is my promise...

Officially missing you...

-mandy-

Monday, April 5, 2010

FIND...

From me,from me too
It is a changed sincere heart
I say:"what should i do,what should i do?"
It is but a extremly faraway love,very faraway love
It is you whom my heart
Definitely cannot give up
I stand here,to find back your laughter
The painful tears from your heart
I am here to catch them all
I make a road that i will definitely not forget your crystal-clear love
Because we will surely find,our love again
Without you,even without you
Will i be able to live well
It is always the two of us even in the dream that i dream
Resemblance of you,the times resembles you
It is the lingering love
That i definitely cannot give up
I stand here to find back your laughter
The painful tears from your heart
I am here to catch them all
I make a road that i will definitely not forget your crystal-clear love
Because we will surely find,our love again
The empty love even with the sadness burning in the chest
I will not be able to push you out from my heart
Because the imperfect me is insignificant
Until the falling tears
Submerge every single memories
For you are my love,i will surely find you

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Jealousy !!!

I really dun like you too familiarity with other girls !!!

Can you promise me dun do like tat to me anymore ???!!!

Im so jealousy of that !!!

Arrgh !!!!

ANGRY

I am really feel so angry now !!!
Do you still remember what that you promised me at last nite?

You had promised me will call me later,but as the result?
You didn't bother even to give me a call !!!

OMG !!!

That the origin of matter is happened like this...

Last night, I hit the phone to him...
He said he has been his friend house now and he was inconvenience to chat with me...
So he promised me will call me later...

BUT

I am waiting his call about two hour...
Finally,i send a message to him and asked him is it still busy of studied?
He replied message to me and apologize to me...

He said sorry to me and he was rushed to club at now...

I was really so angry about that and i directly to switch off my fon !!!

Totally speechless of that !!!

-mandy-

Monday, March 29, 2010

Craziness....

OMG !!! what happen to me ????
I am keep going to kacau my collegues whole day !!!
They say im be a crazy girl today !!!
WTF !!!!

Keeping bothering my collegues !!!
Keeping laugh like mad !!!
Keeping to do a stupid thing with myself !!!

JESUS !!!!


Soh Poh Mandy is coming !!!!

Beware from HER !!!

wakakakaka^^


-mandy-

Happy I.N.G !!!

I had a great time with him and his friends at yesterday *.^
In fact,i am really long time didn't been happy like yesterday nite...
So i'm asseverate to tell him and his friends at here...


THANKS THANKS THANKS and NICE TO MEET YOU ALL !!!


wakakaka^^


-mandy-

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Give up...

Will you know what im feeling nw?
May be u really dunno...
It's hard to trust things that you told me anymore now...
Im really feel so disappointed from you...
It's the right time to give up already...

Monday, March 22, 2010

Confused...

I am so confusing now...
i dunno hw to make a decision...
sigh...

-mandy-

Flower...

Yesterday was my birthday,I had received a bouquet of roses from my dearest god brother...i am so suprised to received that...hehex^^thx ya *.^ muackx






-mandy-

Friday, March 19, 2010

My Favourite Idols

炎亚纶


郑容和


张根锡


HERO 金在中


KIM HYUN JOONG 金贤重


-mandy-

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Nervous and Afraid

Arrgh !!! my insurance text is coming soon,but untill now...I never read the insurance book and so was unaware of its contents... sigh...

Jesus !!! i am feeling nervously and afraid right now...i am feeling afraid to face tat exam.i am feeling nervously to face tat exam also~haiz...

Now,I think i have to warning this lazy girl { i means myself } !!!

Mandy cheong, i beg you dun be lazy anymore...it was not good for your ownself,if you cant pass tat exam, you will lost one oppotunity to get back your RM50 from there !!! do you have thinking of this ever? so please start to study right now !!! you just left 16 days for prepare and study only !!!

opps !!! forgot to remind it,my exam day was set at next mth 3th ....

Mandy Cheong !!! gambateh !!!


Countdown my exam day : 16 days

-mandy-

Love...

To love someone is to understand each other
To laugh together
To smile with your heart and to trust one another
But the most important thing is
To let each other go if you cant do it


-mandy-

Emo...

I am feeling moody suddenly... sad...

-mandy-